Today is one of those days when I just want to give up. I have no more struggle in me and I can’t seem to find another road.
Too much to do, not enough time, my head filled with stuff and no pause to see solutions and a new/different way of maneuvering in life.
Lately life seems to consist of one fire after another and me running to try to put them out. And a lingering feeling of never succeeding.
When stress reaches a certain level, it’s as if everything gets tangled up in each other. You can’t determine what’s important, what needs to be done first and how to find an opening to a clearer map.
That’s what I’m swimming in right now.
So I remind myself-“this too will pass”, take a breath, at least try to meditate and start to untangle whatever thread I can get hold of, leaving the word priority to work itself out. If I can just get some kind of order maybe there will be a bit of space for solutions, clarity and “end of the tunnel”.