Yesterday another day of this weird tiredness that doesn’t change by resting. No energy, no strength and a hard time doing anything but just lay there.
A tiny bit of boredom has me think that it is getting better though.
Falling asleep at 9 pm, waking up at 3.30 and then not being able to go back to sleep. Scream!!! Might as well get up and see if I can tire myself out some more to go back to sleep. LOL!
Interesting how life can narrow itself down to these mundane issues.
A couple of things I have noticed though are that being so focused on my physical self has me also have a deeper sense of being in, in touch with, within my body. I have a sense of more presence in my whole body, more in touch, in a good way i mean. Maybe more relaxed in a way? But also a sense of more alive and in the moment, each moment. More like being one with all of me.
I’ve also noticed that I am, what you would call, more intuitive.
When you work with people (Life Coach, Massage Therapist, “Healer” etc) I believe that to do your best work you need to be able to tune into that person, to see and feel where they are and what’s going on with them.
Right now when being with someone or just talking to someone on the phone, I notice that I see (it’s kind of a combination of seeing and feeling) unbalance, of them not being one/whole. I see the “dislodged” pieces/parts that need to come together for the person to be whole again.
Not sure if this is from me being more still and “in my body” or if something has just shifted towards a more intuitive and “seeing” me?
Whatever it is, it’s of course something I cherish and am vary grateful for.
Imagine that in the midst of all this discomfort there are sparkles of gold.