Roller coaster chemo, for sure.
Thursday afternoon - chemo
Later that day - super tired
Friday - amazingly energetic, feeling great, almost manic
Friday eve - face, neck and chest getting all red and me super tired
Saturday morning - exhausted, all out of breath almost the whole morning dog walk (has never happened before), face still red and swollen
Then someone will say that I need to rest. I can’t rest when I’m full of energy and feeling good. Imagine yourself, laying on the couch when you feel like moving :)
And then this feeling of boredom and frustration within.
Interesting when your body is tired and your head and heart are full of energy. Full of wants and ideas, and your body is too tired to do, even writing this is a bit of will over matter.
Since it’s been so up and down. maybe by the afternoon I’ll be on an upswing again. Focusing on that!