Is it all about my energy or is there something wrong with him? Why doesn’t he change? Why does he keep throwing these tantrums?
Him not being able to understand other dogs communications? Why doesn’t he understand when they show him that they aren’t interested?
When meeting people he still goes crazy. I can’t let him meet children because he jumps and nips.
Is he supposed to stay living in the kitchen and always being tied when in the living room? Never interact with guests or just hang out in the whole apartment?
I won’t be able to ever have dog sitter for him or have him stay with someone so I won’t be able to ever go away.
Maybe it’s all about my energy not being ok, with chemo? But how come he can’t be that dog that just puts his head on my lap and comforts me when I’m feeling like shit?
I wanted to get a therapy dog but what I got is a crazy something that doesn’t want to cuddle, can’t just chill and can’t be trusted.
I think I’ve decided that I’ll give it until he turns one which will be a month from last treatment for me and if I don’t see any positive changes in him, I need to find someone else who can give him what he needs, because I can’t go on living like this and I can’t seem to figure out what he needs.
Actually If I had known that it could be like this I would never have gotten a dog. This one is beyond me, my knowledge and my experience.