Interesting combination when my body feels completely weak and “helpless” and my mind and heart feels full of energy and happy.
So ready to start the next phase of my life. No more chemo!!!
Start working out again, do yoga, get my strength back and be able to plan my days after what I’d like to do and not depending on how much energy I have in the moment.
Step up the care towards wellness, not limited to the rules of chemo.
Not eat from tiredness and weird bodily sensations and discomforts but from healthier signals and also enjoyment. Towards instead of away from!
AND after my doctor’s appointment yesterday, looking at X-rays and test results, discovering that the issues with my hips aren’t from Arthritis. I don’t actually have much “age changes” in my skeleton at all which was a very happy surprise.
A strong belief that I have is that “I don’t get sick”, even if having had breast cancer three times. I never care if someone around me has a cold because I believe that I won’t get sick.
Looking at blood test results over time, during treatment, the only dip I had was after the first treatment.Except for then my blood work has been almost normal.
Tells me that I have a great immune system, my body is strong and that I have the ability to heal myself and stay healthy.
Now let’s focus even more on making my inside, that deep inside that has created breast cancer, whole and in no need for illness to keep growing.
So excited and still exhausted :)