I know that we create our reality by the energy we carry and emit to the world around us, that how we feel affects how life unfolds. Maybe you’ve heard of Law of Attraction? That’s what I’m talking about.
Lately this has been more noticeable in my life. Something seems to have happened in me while going through chemo.
While my body has been struggling, been in pain and I’ve been knocked out by tiredness, my intuition has become stronger and how my energy, my state of mind and how I feel shows results much quicker and much clearer.
Simply, if I feel down, the spiral downwards continues and when I’m in line with who i truly am, doing those things that bring me forward and that add knowledge, growth and joy to me, life flows effortlessly, solutions to issues show up and my life continues on an easier and more satisfying path.
Going through chemo there was so much time trying to rest the exhaustion away, getting through side effects and not having energy for anything but watching TV, something online and sometimes just laying there feeling sorry for myself.
At that point there wasn’t anything else I could do but now that my energy is slowly coming back, I so in the moment, notice when I slip into that passive mode mostly out of habit and also still by having all this time to spend and not much in it yet, life stops and either nothing much happens or those “negative” things show up and the spiral starts going in a direction I don’t really want.
On the opposite end though, when I do things that I truly want, like studying Energy Medicine, which is one subject that has come up strongly in my thoughts lately, life shows up with more ease in it.
After having poured my frustrations into a blog this morning I had a shift in my energy lifted and immediately I experienced that flow.
-I had tried to get an appointment at a place for acupuncture and they had said that they didn’t have anything for weeks but then called back and gave me an appointment for tomorrow.
-I wanted to book an appointment with my chiropractor but felt that I didn’t really have the money and it turns out her next availability is when I have money coming in.
-I was offered work today but said no because my hips where hurting, I felt like I needed to rest my body and I also wanted to study.
Studying meridians and how to stimulate or sedate them and acupuncture points, I treated myself, slept almost two hours and now am almost pain free.
-Not feeling particularly lonely today but having had doubts about parts of my social circle lately, two people contacted me today for “dates”.
These might not be earth shattering happenings but for me they show that when I’m in line with my true me, life flows in the direction I desire and what has this continue is treating every aligned experience as important and more and more is created in that same direction.
Looking forward to some earth shatter!