Been struggling with not being back in life, regular life, fast enough.
Hips and legs bothering me to the point of not being able to sleep and getting so tired from the pain that I’ve been out of energy to do pretty much anything, except walking Winston in the morning.
It seemed like my eye lashes and eye brows kept falling off long after finishing chemo. So even if my hair kept growing back, it was disheartening to look in the mirror and still see that chemo look looking back.
Not being able to work out, being too tired to get back into a regular social life and also not being able to find my focus when it came to “what do I want to do, work with”, now.
Worked on that focus, next step, inner chaos and came out with needing to take that next step, move forward, create my future, even if I’m not sure what that is. To start “walking” even if I don’t know where I’m going.
Laid on my nail mat twice a day.
Did some Energy Medicine (which I had started studying) exercises.
Noticed that my eye brows were starting to come in, and with more strands and darker than before.
The past couple of days I can even see my eye lashes growing.
My hips got better and keep getting better. No Aspirin for two weeks now, I think. Sleeping through the night
I had a glass of wine and my cheeks didn’t get red, which had happened before.
My morning walks getting easier, being able to walk faster and longer.
And then Thursday morning I felt like there had been a shift.
Went to the gym and worked out. Upper body towards “normal” and legs carefully and very light. Woke up Friday morning so sore :), feeling GREAT!
I can only describe it as my body feel happy. Yes, a happy body! Can’t wish for anything more than that.